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09 July 2009 {Thursday, July 9, 2009 , 11:55 AM} i had gotten back almost all my ICA 1 grades, except for statistic. principles of marketing - A principles of accounting - B effective writing skills - C business software applications - D economics - Failed erm, seriously very upset with my econs. thot i would get at least a pass but in the end fail by 2 marks. take it as a wake up call for me. this is to inform me that it is time to get started on my revision. ok, i will de. i won't want to stay any longer in this school either. lorrene, i really didn't know that u will think of me as that kind of person. so now i know why u are angry with me. u thot i was a very realistic person, see liting with higher grade then i go talk to her. and u failed, i jus leave u alone right? u knew i failed my econs, how would i look down on others. whole class only i failed econs. i have no rights to look down on any one failing their business software applications. and u thot of me as such a person. lorrene, u broke my heart. the way u treat me jus now is making me speechless. i have nothing else to say. but i nvr thot of u will do this to me. when shu hui told me that u accompany her to wait for her fren and go eat dinner... is like i know the main point already, u dun wan me anymore. u wun know the kind of feeling. i every time call u dear, u know, i not calling for fun da. i mean it. u r my dear. and how would i do things to hurt u. i nvr talk to u is because i scare u will react the same as me. when failed, u wan to calm down awhile and think of why did u failed. so i nvr disturb u. in the end u gotta the wrong concept, u tot i look down on u and go to liting! is like i seriously swear upon everything i wun do such a thing. i failed so many times in life, if really i'm so realistic i tink no one will come near me. but u tot of me as such a person. hao bah, nvm le. even if my heart broke oso serves me right. i teared oso none of anyone's business. is my fault. and since the grp is so problematic... i decided to leave. i have enough. all those internal conflict, quarrel, avoid and bla bla bla. forget it, i will jus leave. and b alone. alright! and no one will be unhappy with me again. friendship is not like that. the grp make friendship until like so fragile. any minute can break. and i seriously dun like it. |
