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12th July 2009 {Sunday, July 12, 2009 , 11:28 PM} i was at Malaysia the whole day with my family. we went back to our future semi-detach bungalow and do some cleaning. wow!!! our future home is going to be ready very soon. lookin forward to it =D erm... but now i need to save alot of $$$ i hope that before the house warming i could buy a piano and place it there. at least i can play whenever i feel like. haha. so must save, save and save!!! my family and i stayed until night time to see the beautiful scenery. yep, indeed it was nice. we were at the top of the house, lookin down the hill was all lights. very nice. and it was windy just now. imaginin if i the whole house is ready and we are staying there already. i think is even nicer. tmr sch startin again. i will be meetin chin fang early to discuss abt poa stuffs. mayb tmr i will react abit abnormal due to some reasons which cnt be said. i have no choice, but i hope my dear which is lorrene could understand. she is still my very good friend in poly, jus that i dunno wat happen to myself. cos i really scare of some things, like the way they treat me that day. it was wat i cnt accept and believe. so nvm, i said already, i will leave that grp. i mean it. i won't force myself which it will end up very fake. which i seriously hate it. and i really think that there is some gap between me and people that were born in 1992. yep, jus dunno why. i cannot communicate well with them. not tryin to offend anyone, this is jus wat i feel. anyway everyone leads their own life. so even if i m not exist in the grp, or in this world, it will not affect anyone oso. 多我一个不多,少我一个不少 so if anyone realise i have change, i m sorry. i change because of a reason. but i really cnt say it out. and last is, sorry my dear, lorrene. u have to understand. u r still my dear, cos i cnt hurt u anymore. that's why i gotta leave. maybe someday u will understand. sorry. |
