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13th July 2009 {Monday, July 13, 2009 , 7:50 PM} erm... at the end of today, we managed to sort out everything. i thot leaving would be the best way in the beginning. because... firstly, i will not betray lorrene. secondly, i will not feel bad or sorry for not being truthful to liting. that's why i choose to leave. maybe being silent is the best. however things don't always go the way i want. in the end, i told liting. cause i still feel that it was me that brought all this thing upon her. when the moment i decided to told liting, i already prepare that lorrene won't trust me anymore. LORRENE! I AM SORRY. althou u have forgiven me, i still cannot forgive myself. u told me to forget everything, and be happy. but i can't. i cannot pass the barrier within myself. u know... i seriously can't. i jus feel that i have hurt someone i cares alot. but at least now liting and the grp is alright le. i feel much better. however, i m very sorry towards u. i do not know how to cover up my mistake but in future when u need my help... i will always try my best to help u. provided that u still need me. now i'm feelin much relief compare to ytd. cos ytd i was totally in a confusion on wat i suppose to do. is like this solutions cannot work, that solutions also cannot solve. but now, i jus know that i have to do something for lorrene... |
