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3rd July 2009 {Friday, July 3, 2009 , 11:11 PM} erm... i've got a crush on a guy workin in Kim Gary. people around him usually would call him xiao xiong. but sometimes i would call him teddy bear too =D haha. a few months ago, when i was workin in Kim Gary... that time all staffs were preparin to go home after cleanin up the place. however, i was so clumsy... i spilled over the detergent inside the bar. in the beginning, xiao xiong make fun and say, "i dun care le... u clean up urself". but in the end he helped me. he was the first one to offer me help. when others were like all rushin back home. erm... quite pleased =) not jus because of this, there were also times when we play and make fun of one another. there was a time when i often experience insomnia and when i could not sleep late in the night, i would msg xiao xiong. and he never fails to accompany sms until anyone of us feel sleepy. i still remembered when i asked him how old was he. he lied to me that he was only 16 years old. happily bluffin and makin up stories jus to bluff me that he was 16 ;D when he is like 19 already. but it was fun jokin with him. vickie and kok weng still thought of match makin xiao xiong and me together. err... however, i could only admire him secretly. i cannot let anyone in my work place know about this. yep. how if i confess and rejected by him??? this only makes thing worst. i won't dare to face Kim Gary again. it is so embarrassing. and also due to some other reasons; like friendship related problems, etc. so i could only kept this as a secret to myself and post on my blog. althou i will hope that xiao xiong can become my boyfriend someday... haha. but it will only happen inside my own dream land. this won't come true and is quite impossible. cos he is such a nice guy, well manner, hardworkin and... confirm many other girls that are much better den me will also like him. even if he choose, i oso won't stand a chance. but nevermind. i can jus admire him secretly. shh... |
