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Mummy, Thank You ❤ {Saturday, August 29, 2009 , 11:15 PM} today around 2 plus i meet my dear, serene at causeway point. both of us were late. haha. and dearest said that we can be de late queen!!! we went to Gelare and ate their waffle and oreo cheesecake =D sit down there... we have alot of conversation. so much to say and so much fun i have with dear. after that we walk around the place and we saw the mediacorp artiste, ponsak. he is so cute man!!! haha. den we see him host for an event... after parted off at 7 plus... daddy fetch me up at republic poly. and we went to have our dinner. while having dinner half way... mum showed me a brochure. showin four countries in europe. mum told me that mayb durin december de whole family will go together. but kor kor and i don't really can make it. cos poly do not have holiday at that time. and i felt so angry upon hearing this two words, 'travelling abroad'. it reminds me of the taiwan trip and i seriously cannot let this matter go. eventually hatred started to form within me. but i did not blame my mum... cos she has nth to do with it. jus that i felt that erm... hmm... cannot be said must choose to die at that moment when i was havin my holiday at taiwan. wat a great timing hur! in de end mum sense that sth was wrong with me. but she did make an effort to come and clarify with me see if there's anything troubling me. so i told her. and she understand how i feel. mum say she will bring me go oversea again when i free. she wan me to forget about that unfortunate incident and be happy. after hearin that... i felt so much better. like release a burden down my shoulder. yep... at last i have let go this matter =) Miss Teddylover |