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{Wednesday, January 20, 2010 , 12:52 PM} ..i think there is something i also need to clarify.. actually u were not to blame totally, because i m also at fault. it takes two hands to clap, isn't it? ..u were right.. and i admit, i was indeed very unhappy while doing the project. and i do want to apologise for the things i had done. ..u said u felt that i had done enough for the project so u decided to take over.. and my face turned. actually in the beginning i was worried, but after i read the report. i was impressed. it was really a good piece; more specific and clearer objective. i shouldn't have doubt, and i m seriously sorry about this. ..why things had gone worst was because, that day during lecture.. i wrote a piece of note to u. asking whether u wanna stay back and finish up the project. but u didn't reply me. u ignored. i was like an idiot waiting for ur reply and stayin in sch. i just feel that.. no matter wat a person did.. and even how unwilling u dun feel like talking to the person. at least still give the person an answer. u can still ask someone to tell me u wan to do or not. u understand? in the end, i had to msg shun to ask him whether are we stayin back. ..u took over the project, ok.. i didn't stop u from doin.. but at least u can tell me how's the progress.. rmb that night, the day before presentation.. u sent us the ppt slides and edited report. i asked u a few qns regarding to the project. but u told me to focus on my slides, and that will do. ..i don't mind doing the entire project.. if my group members do appreciate what i have done, i find everything is worth. but in the end, it wasn't. may be u didn't mean it that way, just that the way of telling sometimes really confused me. i always treat u like a younger brother to me. usually i won't angry with u for anything. although sometimes i will get angry, whenever i see ur smile.. eventually the anger will just go away. ..i wanna said out everything on that actual day of our presentation while we were waiting for shun and yan zhi.. but in the end, i just thought of forgetting it. cause afterall, it is just a project. and summore i was also wrong. ..it was a moment of anger.. and because i think i m a very paranoid and over anxious person when come to project. as in two days before the presentation u told me u wanna change certain things. so i began to think this and that. i believed u know girls quite well. every possibility we will think out. whether is it good or bad. ..actually not just u ask for forgiveness.. i also sincerely apologise to u. and i also wish that u could forgive me. ..certain things i had done really wrong.. and i hope u won't mind having me being ur fren again. ..i will still treat u as a real true fren to me.. never change. and to the girls. i m really happy to know ur. i find that i came to understand ur more recently. ..i won't regret what i've said now.. ..but i will regret if i didn't say now maybe i won't had the chance to say it again.. |
