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{Wednesday, June 9, 2010 , 5:00 PM} after reading your blog.. 我突然间有很多的感触. last time i used to think like how u think now. very negatively. but i began to change gradually. although i will look on the bright side, still will prepare for the worst. u know why? because as u grow.. things become more realistic. u can see them with ur own eyes and feel them with ur own heart. every experience u gained is really precious. and you will start to learn and understand things in life. how to take up and let go certain issues. there was once, a person told me.. don't find excuses for urself when u did sth wrong. because if u keep on defending urself, u will nvr learn from ur mistake. but.. now u are blaming every thing on urself? how come? u were findin 101 excuses to accuse ur ownself when u did nth wrong! is not ur fault. u were not the one started this. people like to gossip then let them continue. see how long their mouth can tahan. i know u r tired. ok, we don't talk about this issue anymore k. i promise. but after what u told me about her conversation with u just now. i think that she got this thinkin.. people close with one another is because they want to make use of others. so she will never find some one really true to her. is something very easy.. but why cant she think in such a way like.. every one need help in their life. even a very smart person will also come to a time whereby he need a more professional person to teach and guide him. so we help each other when they have troubles. and not.. makin use of them =.= some more.. she just see things on the surface. did she know anything about us since last year? she and her nonsense, we will just put it aside. and wont talk about it anymore. i hope u wont blame everything on urself anymore. if not i will be really very upset :( and nvr think of life is always unfair to u my dear. cause u are still very young. there are still so much more things for u to explore and find out. really, god is always fair. certain unhappy things that happened to u in life.. is to see whether u can overcome all the obstacles a not. dear wont face everything alone. cos ur close friends and family will also be there for u. and they wont wish to hear "when you're gone" such thing. is really very hurtful. espescially ur mom. and teddy will always be with u :) |
